I am learning....stay tuned

I was just informed of a place called blogspot and I am very interested in learning what it's all about. I will thank my WTE friend April for this new addiction. I feel the urge to let go and be myself for once...even if it is just on the comp. I tend to sugar coat things mainly because I hate making people mad or hurt especially at me. I'd rather be around happy go lucky people and not the downers. But I am tired of being known as the "sweet one" cause I keep my mouth shut and just smile. (good thing I have dimples cause they are very convincing). I have things to say too. I have an opinion also. Shut it and let me talk now. thanks! <---perfect example right there. I say something I know will make someone think something other than what I want them to think. I suck with words by the way. Maybe I just like acting like the sweet one but really I am evil in the quietest way....i think really very mean things about people I know are very evil uot in the open....in public. I hate mean people. They realy do suck and I wish they'd all get stuck in a feild of daises with happy clouds and chocolate and and teddy bears everywhere. No actually I just wish they'd get their botty kicked by a huge dude named bubba. lol. Soooo, anyways, At this poing I don't care if your feelings get hurt by what I say cause I just need to let it out. Grow up some and be tough. it's a harsh world out there. I don't want my baby boy growing up to be a sissy lala.